This was never meant to last

I think I might leave tumblr and twitter for that matter.

I did it last week for a couple of days.

But if I have to be honest, it just sucked. But being here doesn’t make me feel any better. There are a couple of pros, but mostly cons.

Maybe this is why I am having serious anxiety right now? It has been radiating through my chest for the last 3 hours.

God, I hate being stuck inside my own head. Like I think I want to cry, and I could because I can feel the tears just over the next sigh but I don’t. I don’t care enough to cry. 

I don’t care enough to cry.

I don’t care enough to cry.

This just doesn’t feel right. I don’t know. I don’t want to make any rash decisions. I wouldn’t delete anything even if I did leave.